Pushed you away but expected you to be there when I fell; fucked this relationship up.

Fucking have to stay and watch her be all over you.

Got put at bottom line.

First time I pictured you dead since I have met you.

Fucking faked my fucking happiness again so that she wouldn’t see the power she has.

Not going back.

Razor

Pills

Drink

Caffeine 

Insomnia

Sometimes I just wanna die.